Retrospect

Look back on the messages you sent me last year.
A lots of things currently play in mind ;
just like the movie of twilight ,
keep on playing and playing.
Never stop or even pause, too.
It still etched in my memory.
Feels like desperate and collapse soon ;
compare to what you treat me now and last time,
goshh, just like a paradise and the inferno.
Can you imagine that? i think yes.
And in the bargain, I just realized that ;
I was torturing you much and i knew that i've cut you to the quick.
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do that.
And now you treat me just like a stranger, i know.
I try not to blame on you, cause i knew how i treated you last year.
It's totally a grueling task.

What's the thing i suppose to do the next on?
I prefer QUIT is a better gateway ;
as you always mention that everything gone to be the past,
yea? I should've to say yes from the start . yet..

P/S :
i just read your old post ,
december 16 , 20 , 25 , 2008.
My eyes was misted with unshed tears ;
i just knew that you ..
nothing de.

Yeah, i act like nothing, i admit.
how come you people change your mind ;
just like change your clothes?